I am astounded by the sheer density at pretending to say anything at all about anybody but yourself, if this is a serious statement. Sheer illogic.
Ah, but perhaps that's it: Perhaps everything you say is actually about yourself -- what a great leader, thinker, organizer YOU are -- and about the sheer impossibility of anybody else to have a scientific idea! If you're scientific, but reality is unknowable, what better formula for megalomania? [Light bulb!]
Seek logic and/or help.