> One of the great sorrows of my life is my failure to spend a sufficient
> portion
> of my undergraduate years stoned.
>
> I sometimes feel the same way but then I remember that I didn't like it,
nor being drunk.
I don't think it is completely a control issue, though it is surely partly
that, because I
enjoy other instances of chaos and indeterminacy... maybe it's just body
control I
don't like to lose. In any event, I really envy/ied my friends - all the way
through grad
school - who spent a great deal of time altered and the social lives they
had but, well,
there you go...