[lbo-talk] Gender: why do you want to know?
joanna
123hop at comcast.net
Thu Nov 17 16:39:18 PST 2005
I used to think I had it all straight about gender. Then, when my
daughter was about two years old, playing one of the many "what is it"
kind of games one plays with two-year olds, I asked her to tell me
whether so and so was a boy or girl. She seemed a little confused by the
question. I don't remember whether she got the first question "right" or
not, but continued questioning revealed that she was getting about 1 out
of 4 "wrong." I distinctly remember that she guessed Grandma was a boy;
otherwise, I don't remember the specifics. What I will never forget is
the extreme anxiety she experienced after this conversation. Formerly
careless about her dress, she now swung into a anxiously hyper-feminine
phase, and for the next couple of years would not step out of the house
except in frilly dresses, jewlery, and every other mark of "femaleness"
that could be scrounged around the house. I took a deep breath and just
went with it because this is the kind of mistake (mine) that you can't
just back out of. You kind of just have to let it run its course. By the
time she was five, she was once again extremely comfortable wearing
whatever the occasion (rather than ideology) demanded, and she has been
fine since.
What this taught me is to let the whole gender thing go. And when the
issue of correct labeling or intrinsic difference comes up, what mainly
interests me is "why do you want to know"? I can think of four cases
right off the bat where knowing makes a difference:
-- If I'm a doctor, I would probably be interested in whether a patient
is male or female, because they present illness in different ways. For
example, generally, men have very different symptoms for heart attacks
than women.
-- If I'm a woman trying to get pregnant, then I'm very interested in
whether my mate is physically capable of making that happen.
-- When I tell my kids what to do if they get lost in a crowd, I say
"ask a woman for help. It's much safer. And I trust them to be able to
find a woman....by the conventional signs...in the crowd."
-- If I were a psychoanalyst, I feel that I would need to know both what
gender a patient is perceived as belonging to and which they perceive
themselves to belong to; and I also want to know about all their
gender-related fantisizing and imaginings -- because it's a deep and
pervasive psychic metaphor.
Otherwise, I'm not sure why I would need to know or why it would matter.
Joanna
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