[lbo-talk] hmm, and I thought it was talk therapy that was ineffec tive!

[Andy F]

On Jan 18, 2008 11:07 AM, Chris Doss <lookoverhere1 at yahoo.com> wrote:
>
> Oh yeah. That Kate Bush album was the most beautiful
> thing I had ever heard. It was pure gorgeousity. I
> immediately left the office to take a walk and was
> blown away by how simply pulsating with beauty and
> life everthing was. It was as if I had never noticed
> before how all the leaves and the concrete and the sky
> were just drenched in joy. I also felt completely
> invulnerable, which in a sense I was, since nothing
> you could have done to me would have actually made me
> feel bad. All bad feelings were blown away by the
> mighty tide of joy.

One night early on I had difficulty getting to sleep because the
sheets felt so good.  I kept rolling around in them thinking, omg, I'm
going to feel this good forever!  How can I stand it?  These were
crappy, 50/50 poly-cotton sheets on a lumpy futon on a crappy frame.

I can so totally see how people in mania would get in trouble, but not
want to be hassled about it.

Good times.  Now I have to settle for not feeling like everybody hates
me and I deserve it.

-- 
Andy